Feb 14th

this date usually represnts a nice dinner out a big bouquet of roses or chocolates...for me as of last year it will mean nothing but reliving the pain and agony i went through as i had to tell my husband that our baby was no longer with us.
Just recently The fray came out with a new song and it wasn't until i really paid attention to it that the lyrics really hit home:

I found God
on the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west was all but won
All alone Smoking his last cigarette
I said, where've you been? He said, ask anything.

Where were you? When everything was falling apart.
All my days spent by the telephone. And all I needed was a call
It never came To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

But in the end Everyone ends up alone
Losing her The only one who's ever known
Who I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be
No way to know How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

Early morning, City breaks
I’ve been calling for years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never send me no letters
You got some kind of nerve, taking all I want

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.
You found me, you found me.

here is the music video in case you are interested.
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=48029285

the part where he says "You got some kind of nerve, taking all I want" yeah i still feel that way almost a year latter on the anniversary of the worst day of our life as a couple