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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Aids awareness


I saw this on perez and thought the message was great

The virus that causes AIDS could theoretically be eliminated in a decade if all people living in countries with high infection rates are regularly tested and treated, according to a new mathematical model.
It is an intriguing solution to end the AIDS epidemic. But it is based on assumptions rather than data, and is riddled with logistical problems. The research was published online Tuesday in the medical journal, The Lancet.
"It's quite a startling result," said Charlie Gilks, an AIDS treatment expert at the World Health Organization and one of the paper's authors. "In a relatively short amount of time, we could potentially knock the epidemic on its head."
Gilks and colleagues used data from South Africa and Malawi. In their model, people were voluntarily tested each year and immediately given drugs if they tested positive for HIV, regardless of whether they were sick.
Within 10 years, HIV infections dropped by 95 percent. Other initiatives like safe sex education and male circumcision were also used.
The strategy would cut the estimated number of AIDS deaths between 2008 and 2050 by about half, from about 8.7 million to 3.9 million, leaving only sporadic HIV cases.
Experts think the strategy's cost would peak at about $3.4 billion a year, though expenses would fall after an initial investment.
"This is certainly beyond the bounds of the current infrastructure for many countries, but that is not a reason not to think big," said Myron Cohen, of the University of North Carolina, who has done similar research. He was not involved in the WHO study.
Only 3 million people are currently on AIDS drugs. Nearly 7 million people are still awaiting treatment, and about 3 million more people were infected last year. Worldwide, WHO guesses that about 33 million people have HIV.
Increasing access to testing and drugs would stretch already weak health systems in Africa, which has most of the world's HIV cases.
"This is not like giving someone a Tylenol," said Jennifer Kates, director of HIV policy for the Kaiser Family Foundation in Washington, DC. Once people start AIDS drugs, they must continue indefinitely. "The idea should be explored, but it's a huge leap," Kates said.
Handing out AIDS drugs to everyone who tests positive could also worsen drug resistance.
In addition, doctors don't know if it's safe to take AIDS drugs for decades; the oldest drug combinations have only been around for about a dozen years.
Other experts questioned whether the strategy might infringe on patient's rights. Once people test positive for HIV, they would be advised to start treatment, even if they weren't sick.
That would benefit the community, but not necessarily the patients themselves. AIDS drugs come with side effects including vomiting, liver failure, and heart attacks.
WHO emphasized that the study findings do not signal a policy change. "This is only a theoretical exercise," said Dr. Kevin De Cock, director of WHO's HIV/AIDS department. He said WHO would hold a meeting next year to study the idea more closely.

Friday, November 28, 2008

just a vent

I need to vent for a minute, my new office Dr.Fl when i told her about the bleeding that started on tueday she quickly althoough gently and nicely said its chemical pg your body is flushing it out. she said that based on my p4 of 6, she failed to mention that the betas however were doibling! based on my google research some doctors think betas doubling is more important than p4 others think p4 is and indicator of where the pg is going.
When Doctor F from my old office called i asked him and he said well we will supplement with extra p4 and if its meant to be it will be but why not give it a try! that is what i like and its what is making think of actually staying with the old office, the only reason i wanted to leave was because i don't really care for the other Dr. ther but 2 out if 3 ain't bad and i don't have to see him all the time, my other gripe was the hospital with the new office the hospital they use is about 10 minutes away where the old office the hopst is a good 30-45 minutes but its a great hosp.
I guess on tuesday i'll find out for sure if this is working or if i did have another m/c and then to decide which office to stay with for good!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

tis the season

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

still pregnant today

so here is the latest as of 5 minutes ago:
I can't beilieve i'm typing this but ladies my betas today was to be around 66 or so it was 77 but the progesterone went down to 5, the nurse told me that since AF was expected this past friday i may just be super ealry and i may have o'ed or implanted late.
I mentioned the nest and all of the stories i've rad including dontblink's about how her pregesterone was ony 6 when she was 6 wks along and she is now watching her 2yr old playing!
I mentioned about uping the p4 dose to twice a day and she said she would check with Dr. F, he called and said to keep taking prochieve at night and take prometrium during the day (its a pill instead of the insert)
I know i may get some heat for whati'm about to type but i'm trying to do all i can.
Anyway as of yesterday i started taking enometin 100mg inserts 2x a day...yes before the doctor even said i could, listen i want to know i'm doing whatever it takes to help this baby out.
today's bleeding was brown-ish to wich kathy (nurse) said great that is what we like!
Also last night when michael did the lovenox shot for the first time ever i bled, enough to need to put a tissue on it for about 5 minutes to stop it, i know its normal and to be expected esp when you are combining the BA with the lovenox. But michael has this theory that maybe the bleeding i'm experiencing (not the shot one) is due to some capillary or vessel in the uterus esp since my cervix was closed yesterday when Dr. F checked it, he said it was just red, but closed.
Michael like i said is convinced this is a vessel or something else and not a m/c especially given the bleeding after lovenox.
I hope he is right! and that this is our baby!
Thanks from the bottom of my heart to all of you who have been thining and praying with us.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

why can't it just be easy?

Our first round of betas came back at 19 which is low but like all the nesties say its the doubling that matters, that was last friday, yesterday and this morning i had betas drawn yesterday's number was well my betas is 36 so it doubled within the 48-72 hour span, but my progesterone is 6, Most Doctors like to see it at least at 10-12 or above for it to be considered a "good" pregnancy. Oh and here is the kickler, i started bleeding this morning!
I kept telling michael i was just waiting for the other shoe to drop he kept being positive. Ilove that man!
anyway my doctor said its not over although the bleeding has not stopped and i have since passed some, not many but some small clots.
He said to keep taking the progesterone but to up to twice a day isntead of once and see where it goes. He did say though that i should prepare my self for this ending up being a chemical pg. Which is basically the clinical term used for a very early miscarriage. In many cases, the positive pregnancy test was achieved before the woman’s period was due but a miscarrige occured before a heartbeat was able to be seen on an ultrasound.
I came home and just got into bed so i apologize for not posting earlier, i've been trying to stay positive but the bleeding really isn't helping me out.
I did hit google and found some stories of women with low p4 like this one:

"Here are the facts: m/c at 10 1/2 wks pg in early nov. 2007, ultrasound showed no growth after 5 wks, pos. pg test early jan. 2008 w/ no AF in between, progesterone levels at 4 1/2 wks were 3.9! Hcg went from 49 to 176. So at 5 wks started taking progesterone supplements, in 3 1/2 days my prog. went from 3.9 to 15 and my hcg went from 176 to 1023. Any similar got my results this morning and my hcg went from 1023 to 12,000 in one wk, my ob says that is good, my progesterone is 12.4, but the OB says that could be normal for me.I would say your hcg levels are more revealing than your progesterone levels. They should double every 48-72 hours in early pregnancy."

and this one

my progesterone at 16 dpo was only 9 and my hcg was only 49. The hcg did start to double but the the progesterone never really took off. It never got above 25 and stayed at 15 or below. My RE did have me on Crinone for the first trimester just to make sure. They told me the pregnancy was probably abnormal, but I am 36 weeks with what appears to be a normal healthy girl.

I'm hoping i can be one of those miracles but i'm so scared to be positive!
thanks for all your prayers and well wishes, he wants me to go back next week and get another round of betas and go from there. And tomorrow i will know today's resu;ts and if those are lower than todays well then i guess we all know what happened!

Monday, November 24, 2008

is this you?





Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room



and I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle.



If that ever happens, just pull the plug.'



She got up, unplugged the Computer, and threw out my wine.



She's such a b*tch.....

Friday, November 21, 2008

got first betas back today

at 13DPO they were 14! i'm trying not to stress about this number and as one of my fellow nestie's pointed out the american pregnancy association says:
3 weeks LMP: 5 - 50 mIU/ml
4 weeks LMP: 5 - 426 mIU/ml
5 weeks LMP: 18 - 7,340 mIU/ml
6 weeks LMP: 1,080 - 56,500 mIU/ml
7 - 8 weeks LMP: 7, 650 - 229,000 mIU/ml
9 - 12 weeks LMP: 25,700 - 288,000 mIU/ml
13 - 16 weeks LMP: 13,300 - 254,000 mIU/ml
17 - 24 weeks LMP: 4,060 - 165,400 mIU/ml
25 - 40 weeks LMP: 3,640 - 117,000 mIU/ml
Non-pregnant females: <5.0 mIU/ml
Postmenopausal females: <9.5 mIU/ml

I go back on tuesday for another round, please pray it doubles for us!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

oh i forget to tell you guys!

I'M PREGNANT! We are so excited, cautious, but excited. My EDD is July 31, 2009! I got a BFP on Wenesday.
I've been having some very slight light spotting but its brown and the nesties keep assuring me brown is good, but still our first m/c started this way brown then red a week later. Still it's enough to send me into panic mode i'm hoping it goes away on its own and its just resdual implantation spotting. I'm praying everything is getting settled in and ready for the long haul. I'm scheduled to a see a perinatoligist on Dec 5th and i will start lovenox in two weeks, they won't start it earlier since they want to make sure it viable and don't have me on blood thinner in case it isn't.
Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers since it's going to be a long frist trimester and even longer 2 weeks till we make it to 6 weeks.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

my latest lol clip

OMG how do you not laugh at this pup?

Monday, November 10, 2008

my latest toy



can i just say i was ver devoted to bare escentuals eyeshadows, but I got this pallete the other day and i love their shadows! they are so creammy and luxe i love it, i can't wait to try this look:





Book Of Shadows Palette
What it is:
A palette of sixteen eyeshadows: eight best-sellers and eight exclusive new shades found only in this palette.

What it does:
Urban Decay Book of Shadows Palette is the largest (and most unique) palette Urban Decay has ever offered. Nestled inside a pull-out drawer, there are sixteen eyeshadows, two premium brushes, and a travel-size Eyeshadow Primer Potion. There's also a large mirrored vanity, framed by one-of-a-kind 3D pop-ups of Urban Decay graphics: birds, skulls, and flowers spring forward against a backdrop of flourishes, jewels, and butterflies.

What else you need to know:
This palette contains Perversion (matte black), Last Call (plum punch), Grifter (sheer lavender with lots of silver microglitter), Mayhem (deep purple), Baked (rich bronze), Smog (deep coppery bronze), Sidecar (bronze sparkle), Gridlock (medium brown), Shakedown (shimmering taupe), Roach (deep brown with reddish sheen), Scandal (peachy-pink), Midnight Cowboy (golden beige with gold glitter), Goddess (midnight blue with lots of electric blue microglitter), Shattered (bright green/blue shift), Absinthe (electric green), Protest (dark green).

Sunday, November 9, 2008

MTHFR tutorial

I've recently been diagnosed with having the homozygous C677T MTHFR mutation and have found various information on the subject. I was hoping this might help others that are looking for the majority of the information available in one reading...I needed to put together something to send out to my family to ensure they all got tested, so thought I'd share here. I have borrowed much of this from others, so if some sounds familiar, you likely have read it either here or on other forums. Best wishes to those who have recently been diagnosed. For those who have experienced losses, I hope your recent diagnosis and treatment proves to be the answer to your prayers. I am hopeful it's the answer to mine and dh's. All my best!

MTHFR Gene Mutation

What is it?
The gene MTHFR (Methylenetetrahydofolate Reductase) encodes the protein MTHFR. Its job is to convert one form of folate (5,10-Methylenetetrahydofolate) to another form of folate (5-Methyltetrahydrofolate). 5-Methyltetrahydrofolate is used to convert Homocysteine (a "bad" amino acid) to Methionine (a "good" amino acid). Therefore, if MTHFR is not doing its job as well, homocysteine will not be converted to Methionine and will be elevated in plasma. Elevated Homocysteine has been associated with a variety of multi-factorial diseases.

Essentially what this means is that the genes that instruct MTHFR to convert homocysteine to Methionine are mutated and may not be capable of doing this important function. MTHFR is an enzyme that converts Homocysteine to an essential amino acid (Methionine). When the genes are mutated you may be lacking this enzyme. Your Homocysteine levels can possibly climb making the blood clot. Some doctors don't check for the MTHFR mutations and rely only on homocysteine levels. This isn't as reliable as testing for the mutations, because Homocysteine levels fluctuate (if you catch your level on a normal day, you may go undiagnosed).

What Type Do I Have?
With MTHFR, there are two different genes identified for this mutation, and it's possible to be "heterozygous," "compound heterozygous," or "homozygous." The MTHFR gene mutation has varying degrees of possible implications. The order of potential severity from most to least is:
1. C677T & C677T (Two C Copies - C677T Homozygous)
2. C677T & A1298C (One Copy of Each The C & A - Compound Heterozygous)
3. C677T (One C Copy - C677T Heterozygous)
4. A1298C & A1298C (Two A Copies - A1298C Homozygous)
5. A1298C (One A Copy - A1298C Heterozygous)

The MTHFR mutation is fairly common in the general population. Approximately 44% of the population is heterozygous and another approximate 12% are homozygous for the MTHFR mutation. Compound heterozygous and homozygous MTHFR have the highest incidences of being linked to implantation failure, late term miscarriages, specific birth defects and overall vascular health. Whichever type of MTHFR you have, it should not be discounted, particularly if there is a personal or family history of any such incidences.

What Are the Implications?
Any and all of the mutations can affect homocysteine levels, but there is much dispute as to whether elevated homocysteine levels are actually needed in order for MTHFR to cause medical complications. Many other MTHFR patients have normal homocysteine levels; yet have had implantation problems, m/c(s), and/or stillbirth(s) due to clotting problems. So it is important to find out your Homocysteine levels (although again, normal doesn't necessarily mean all is well). This is a serious field and MTHFR is a serious condition, so consulting an expert is wise.

Research shows that high homocysteine levels and/or those with the mutation show a higher propensity for thrombosis (blood clots), arteriosclerosis (hardening of arteries), Alzheimer's, stroke, heart attack, Fibromyalgia, migraines (especially with "Aura" migraines), osteoporotic fractures, bone marrow disorders and for those of child bearing years, it has found to be connected to higher incidences of down's syndrome, spina bifida, other neural tube defects, trisomy, miscarriage, stillbirth, implantation failure, placental abruption, preeclampsia, higher incidences of autism, amongst others. Additionally, if you test positive you may want to have your parents, siblings, and any children you may already have tested, as well. There are a few positives to this disorder. Because folate is necessary for cellular division, there is support that shows having this disorder can actually help keep certain types of cancer cells from multiplying as rapidly, so there are some benefits from having this mutation.

Treatment?
Many doctors prescribe Folgard, which is a prescription vitamin supplement containing high levels of folic acid, B12 and B6. These vitamins are what the body essentially needs to convert Homocysteine to Methionine. To put this into perspective, the average multivitamin contains 400 mcgs , most prenatals have 800mcgs of Folic Acid (200% of the normal daily value). Those that are compound heterozygous and those that are homozygous for the mutation are recommended taking 5 mgs. of Folic Acid/B vitamins (12 times the average multi-vitamin and 6 times more than prenatals). It is also recommended to begin taking a low dose (LD) aspirin (81 mgs) once a day, every day, for the rest of your life.

For those undergoing fertility treatments, often times the treatment includes Lovenox (low molecular weight heparin) or Heparin (both are anti-coagulants) during the cycle. If you have a history of implantation failure or early miscarriage, it is becoming more acceptable to use the protocol established by the well-respected Reproductive Immunologist Dr. Beers by beginning Lovenox (40mg/once a day) on cycle day 6 and continuing throughout the cycle. If pregnancy is confirmed, this dosage is likely increased (Typically up to 40mg/twice a day, but potentially higher doses are prescribed dependent upon blood work results since homocysteine levels tend to increase with pregnancy) and usage continues throughout your pregnancy. Approximately two to four weeks prior to birth, the patient is converted to Heparin and continues to take an anti-coagulant for another 6 weeks postpartum (typically switched back to Lovenox). During that time, you will typically be directed to take additional Calcium and Vitamin D, as anti-coagulants can cause bone loss (Heparin more so than Lovenox). Some doctors will recommend a bone scan after use is discontinued to ensure there are no bone density issues. While being treated with an anti-coagulant, you will typically be asked to discontinue taking the 81 mg. baby aspirin since the anti-coagulants will replace the need for the thinning property of the LD aspirin. The FDA has placed Lovenox in the pregnancy category B. Lovenox is not expected to be harmful to an unborn baby. It is not known whether Lovenox passes into breast milk or if it could harm a nursing baby. Do not use Lovenox without telling your doctor if you are breast-feeding a baby. However, many doctors believe it is fine to breastfeed for the 6 weeks postpartum while still receiving Lovenox.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Can i just say this has got to be the most favorite time of the year, I LOVE Halloween! I go all out needless to say Michael never dressed up prior to dating me, now he is already planning his costume for next year!
We had a great time trick or treating with Darren, he made out with some loot let me tell ya! I think we are set in the chocolate dept. for the rest of the year.
We went out later that night dressed up of course and I convinced Michael to enter in the scariest costume contest and guess what ya'll he won! It was the eyes they are so freaky but i do take credit for the makeup, i think i did a pretty good job. He did the swirls on my eyes aren't they cute?
Anyway enjoy the pics!
This 1st one was his crowning moment when the whole bar was screaming for him to win! he said he felt like a rock star! BTW that is not my hand it was some chic who kept yelling at him "OMG you are so hot" i was standing next to her smiling thinking "yup but i get to take the vampire home!"