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Friday, October 3, 2008

My new athem

I forgot to mention I was driving home the other night crying, and this song came on and although i never heard the lyrics it hit right home that moment, this is where i am right now in my life. at first i wanted to aim this at GOD but i honestly don't believe he is doing this to me, and sometimes i feel like he has completely forgotten about me I look at my 7y/o miracle and thank him for blessing me with him. Whatever frces or whatnot IS responsible for doing this...this is for them! basically a F*ck YOU!
the lyrics below are what got to me the most! enjoy
BTW don't forget to pause the player below BEFORE you play this!





So i'm gonna drink my money
I got a brand new attitude
And i'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
So so what? I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

You weren't there
You never were
You weren't all
But thats not fair
I gave you life I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall So so what?

2 comments:

Wifezzilla said...

You are awesome, and you ARE a rockstar. I'm sorry for everything you've had to deal with, but it's cool to know you can find your way out of a mood sometimes at just the right moment.

Jess said...

I LOVE Pink!!! She rocks!! She has so many cool songs. I just realized that our our 3rd losses we're both due May 5th...I know its a long way off but hopefully we can help support each other. Its a great thing to realize that God isn't doing this to us...but sometimes its so hard to remember!