Mother's Day

I had an awesome mother's day busy and crazy but amazing!
The day started off with us going to 9am church since Michael had planned brunch for us at 11 am( our normal church time is 10:15am)

So off we went and came back home to "relax" for about an hour, then we were off again to Brunch (i'll add pics soon, too lazy to go downstairs for the camera)
we got home around 1pm.
I laid down with Gabriel to try and get him to nap which he did. but i was also trying to get y hair and makeup done since we had Kristin's wedding at 4pm.
I managed to get myself decently put together and off we went again.
We got there and it was super windy and cold (hence winter coats in May)

The place was beyond gorgeous and Kris, well she looked stunning!

I just have to say i LOVE this pic pf Kris and her dad dancing!

Darren had such an great time, he literally danced the whole night, so much so that his feet were hurting BAD by the time we got home.
My husband who have i mentioned is beyond amazing, got me a card that like always had me bawling and along with it this gorgeous necklace.
Darren says it me(on the left side) holding(hugging) him )on the right side) and Gabriel(lil diamond in the center). He says it reminds him of how i will always protect them! needless to say he made me cry as well

I have so much to thank God for this mother's day but i must confess its also bittersweet because although i have 2 perfect and gorgeous and healthy boys, i also think about my angels and what it would've have been like with them here. I miss my babies...every day...i miss them terribly and it would be a lie to say I don't still cry for them. I will always wonder and always miss them, but for now i rejoice in what the good lord has given me.
I also miss my mom terribly, she is my best friend, my confidant and we have hit some unexpected road bumps in our journey to get her back home. I pray that it all works out and she can be with me soon so i can hold her kiss her and thank her for being the most amazing strong woman she is; and for teaching me how to be an almost,equally awesome mother.
hope every one had a great mother's day!