I've been really emotional the last couple of days, I had a cry fest on Sunday, i haven't cried like that since Feb 14th. I thought i was ok or better, i though i had finally gotten stronger, man was I wrong. I am back down to feeling broken and just shattered. AF is nowhere in sight but 3 consecutive BFN's are just a big blow to me, telling me how much my body is falling me again and a reminder that if i had some chance before it is now cut by 50% since i have only one tube left. I know a healthy pg can happen with only one tube but i still feel so devastated.
I know i will never let go of my angels, but some days are so much harder than others and i just wish i had my 5 month belly or 9weeks with the second.
Just a bad couple of days all around and i 'm really feeling sorry for myself. I am dreading having AF show up since it will be another slap in the face that the clomid didn't do squat.
8 months ago
3 comments:
Vivian - I am sorry you are having a hard time right now.
Stay strong :)
It's perfectly okay to have days where we want to cry! Thinking of you! {HUGS}
I'm sorry, Viv. I think we were really close in pregnancy with your first and my only. It's aways on my mind and some days I have to let it out and cry. ((hugs))
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