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Friday, May 29, 2009

Quick update

I know i've been a bad blogger but in my defense i'm not sure if some IRL friends have ths so i've been cautious in what i post although the 15DPO BFP probably gave it away! lol}

here is the breakdown, Doctor figure a weeks worth was enough to give him a good idea of how i'm doing, now mind you these were about a week ago so i'm hoping the y are sky high by now.

14DPO Hcg 142 P4 57
15DPO Hcg 197 P4 37
16DPO Hcg 330 P4 35
17DPO Hcg 505 P4 36

he did them all ina row to mostly monitor P4 and he said to keep the supplements 2x a day and that the numbers look great 1st u/s june 1st!
I'm so excited and anxious,

I just actually took the 2oomg prometrium pill and i'm feeling dizzy/buzzed so i'm gonna go lay down before i got out for dinner.
Our first u/s is this coming monday and needless to say i'm terrified, u/s for the last 5pg have never given us good news, i'm praying to no end this ne is different
On a different note my mother is doing awesome, she had another mini stroke last sunday but her therapy is basically daily so she has been doing really good her speech is great and her motor skills were not interupted. Praise the lord!
so for now that is my mini update. Once the u/s is over and done with i hope to be posting belly pics (well bloat pics for now)
till then please keep us in your prayers so that it all works out perfectly with no hitches on monday!

Viv

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Fun Hcg facts

taken from here

Fun hCG facts to learn and share

Human chorionic gonadotropin (hCG) is a hormone produced during pregnancy by the placenta. It starts to be produced shortly after an embryo implants, and is expected to double approximately every 48 to 72 hours in early pregnancy. The absolute level of hCG in a pregnant woman's blood is less critical than the rate of rise. A failure to double properly reflects slow placental growth, which is very frequently associated with abnormal embryonic development.

While hCG levels are expected to double in early pregnancy, the rate of rise generally slows as the level increases.

It's not possible to determine whether you're having twins or a singleton by hCG levels alone. The range of normal values for twin gestations fall squarely within the range of normal values for singletons. It has not been proven that multiple gestations have faster doubling rates than singleton pregnancies.

Elvis Presley demanded that his entourage follow an exacting code of ethics. His henchmen were asked to take an oath to that effect, professing their devotion to "respect for fellow students and instructors," "respect for all styles and techniques," and "freedom from constipation," among other ideals. Upon swearing this oath, each member of the Memphis Mafia was given a 14k gold bracelet bearing Elvis's distinctive "hCG" logo.

No matter how many stories with a positive outcome you've heard about slow-rising hCG levels — "15% of normal pregnancies have an abnormal rise!" — and no matter how many times you've heard that once you see a heartbeat you're practically in the clear — "The miscarriage rate drops to 3%!" — hCG levels that don't rise properly are a troubling sign even in pregnancies where a heartbeat is established.

IVF pregnancies generally have lower hCG levels than other pregnancies. The theory is that non-IVF pregnancies implant sooner, thereby having more time to generate hCG than a transferred embryo would. (This means I don't have to be envious of my friends inside the computer whose levels were higher than mine. Whew.)

"Beta hCG," "Lincoln," and "Kennedy" have the same number of letters. Presidents Lincoln and Kennedy were both assassinated, shot on a Friday, sustaining gunshot wounds to the head. Both were assassinated by southerners. We can conclude that hCG should wear a helmet; stay the hell out of the south, especially on weekends; and strongly reconsider any presidential ambitions it currently entertains.

Initial hCG levels are lower in pregnancies achieved through a day 5 embryo transfer than in those resulting from a day 3 transfer.

Conventional wisdom is that you won't see anything on ultrasound until your hCG levels exceed 1,000 mIU/mL. However, the gestational sac has been visualized with transvaginal ultrasound at levels as low as 300. In the majority of pregnancies, a sac should be visible when levels exceed 2,000. A yolk sac is commonly seen in normal pregnancies once hCG tops 2,500; an embryonic pole is expected at 5,000; and a heartbeat is seen in the majority of normal pregnancies when levels reach 10,000.

Hedy Lamarr, best known for her film work in the '30s and '40s but also a noted inventor, was the first to develop hCG, astonishing the scientific community with her groundbreaking work. Unfortunately she did not have the foresight to patent her invention, and lived to see General Dynamics appropriate the technology for its own use. While General Dynamics made hCG into a household staple with its ingenious mass production methods, Hedy Lamarr died destitute and raving in an attic room that carried an unfortunate odor of cat urine.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

15 DPO

left over spotting from P4 possibly, can I justt say the TTCAL & SAL girls are amazing at keeping me sane! and more importantly calm!

Awaiting 2nd round of betas for today
recap yesterday's were 142 P4 was 55

oh and because i'm so anal and OCD here is my POAS for the day! lol, see how nice and dark it is...please stick baby Daddy really wants to hold you!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Lift me up lyrics

In all this craziness this wekend with the BFP i forgot to mention that since i DVR one tree hill this song was playing in one of the episodes, as i was crying hugging my husband with the stick it made so much sense to me what it was saying, never mind that i love this artist her voice is very soothing but this song (its on the player above if you wann ahear) just connected with me. Thanks you Lord for allowing us to have another miracle begin.

This road is anything but simple
Twisted like a riddle I've seen high and I've seen low
So loud, the voices of all my doubts
Telling me to give up, to pack up and leave town

Even so, I had to believe
Impossible means nothing to me, yeah

So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames
Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Somewhere, everybody starts there
I'm counting on a small prayer,
Lost in a nightmare
But I'm here, and suddenly it's so clear
The struggle through the long years
It taught me to outrun my fears

Everything that's worth having, oh
Comes with trials worth withstanding

So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames
‘Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Oh, lift me up Oh, lift me up Oh, lift me up
Lift me up Lift me up Oh, Lift me up

Down and out is overrated
And I need to be elevated
Looking up is not enough
No, I would rather rise above

So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames
‘Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I've been given hope
That there's a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Oh, oh, oh, just begun
Lift me up, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, now
Oh, oh, lift me up
Lift me up

beta number back

1st one at 14DPO - 142
progesterone was 55

I guess prometrium and prochieve have become my new BFF
yay this is the highest its ever been, i mean ever! i think my highest was 77 at 19 DPO, maybe all those yams got us twins! lol
second draw is Wednesday so if you can spare doubling dust we certaintly would take it!
I guess for now we hold our breath and pray it doub;les and more importantly this baby decides to maintain permanent residence in my ute.

Can you see it?

Do you see it?

12 DPO


how about now?
13 DPO


and now?
14 DPO


I had betas done this AM and they were stat so hopefully this afternoon i'll have a number.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Update on mom

She is doing phenomenal! I truly thank God every day that she is doing so well, she got her voice back and is walking unassisted, overall a super speedy recovery for such an extensive surgery.
For those who don't know, she has Marfan syndrome and on April 23rd while at home and aneurysm burst tearing her aorta almost completely, later on the Dr. told us that it was hanging by a thread of tissue and that along with where it burst is what saved her. Ironically enough the day she had surgery to repair and basically save her, that day 14 years earlier my uncle (her brother) died of the same exact thing a day shy of his 35th birthday!
needless to say everyone was on pins and needles about this me especially I was stuck in Connecticut getting my passport while she was in the OR in Costa Rica!.
Anyway its suffice to say if i needed proof of miracles or something to shake faith back into me, this was it! I know now or just accept it better that God does have a purpose for me and although I may not understand it or agree with some of his choices( 5 m/c....really?) but hey i'm not questioning it anymore ok maybe not everyday, but I have to believe that in some way we will have our baby but only when the time is right not when we want it!
btw in 2ww...exciting... sat i'll be POAS since the tattoo convention is in NYC and we are going and we always get something, so i need to know...actually amazingly enough i really don't i didn't even realize today was 9DPO, usually i'm testing every other day starting 7dpo lol psycho! but Michael is really curious hes pushing for it this time, i think me being so laid back is making him more neurotic about it! go figure!

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

I'm back

i'm such a bad blogger, but things have been insane around here, my mom having major surgery , i was gone for about a month and just came back last week so of course TTC has been on hold. We are now back in full swing and i'm hoping our forced "break" did my body some good and is now ready to get going!
What has been strange though is that my cycles keep getting longer, well actually that has yet to be proven but my O date is def out of whack, I used to be consistent O'ing around cd12-13 now its been pushed as far back as cd15, w/o any meds. The only thing I can think of is that since i'm on extra B6&12 it may naturally bepushing it back, since i believ its used for LP defect. who knows I guess as long as i O its all that matters.
I hope to be updating more now that things are starting to settle down. so keep checking back.